February 2012
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self destructing
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“I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to...”
– American Psycho
November 2011
25 posts
In bed drinking scotch. Just a normal Friday night.
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Have told my fwb that we shouldn’t have sex any more. The sex is good, but I think she wants a lot more and I don’t think I can deliver that. Am I a shit guy?
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Having a very bad day today.
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“Everybody thinks their whole life should be at least as much fun as...”
– Chuck Palahniuk - Choke
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When girls say they don’t want to lift weights because they’re worried they’ll get ‘big’, it’s fucking insulting. If lifting weights a couple of days a week was all it took to be Mr Olympia then every guy would be huge as.
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Fit Is The New Black: Workout, Food Intake, and... →
fitisthenewblack:
Update first!
I’ve been crazy busy since…I don’t even know. Between school and a family emergency I was MIA from my fitness routine for 2 days in a row. I got back into the grove today, taking some of my homework to read at the gym. I must have looked corny as hell reading Sister Carrie on the…
This is terrible. 1. ‘Toning’ is not a thing. 2. Doing hours...
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So I was having sex the other day and in the middle of it this girl comments on how much she likes my arms and it kinda ruined it because I fucking hate curl bros.
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Had a lot of sex the last few days. Once in a lane way next to a park.
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Had sex. She came 5 times which is apparently pretty good. The problem with sex being so intimate is that I really have no idea what makes me good compared to other guys.
Masturbated once the day before yesterday and once today. Mostly because I am sick.
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It ended up being three times yesterday and sex. I have tonsillitis or something and didn’t really want to have sex but was pressured into it. My throat is really sore today. Just chilling in an airport right now. Good to be in a different country for a bit though.
Twice today. Going on holidays tomorrow so hopefully that is a good distraction.
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“All it comes down to is this: I feel like shit but look great.”
– American Psycho - Bret Easton Ellis
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Ended up going out and having sex last night and this morning with fuck buddy. Still found time to watch Fringe though.
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Managed to masturbate again. So much for limiting myself to once per day. Now contemplating having a shower and going to a party or putting on the latest episode of Fringe. Should do the former but I’m leaning hard towards the latter.
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Masturbated again today. Turned down sex. That’s fair enough right?
Anonymous asked: Have you always looked good? Or did you make an effort to work out and get fit and all that at some point, but then you still had problems?
Masturbated yesterday and had sex. Don’t feel great about either.
Haven’t really masturbated or had sex in two days. This is impressive by my standards. I blame this blog.
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Masturbation count
If I post every time I masturbate there’s a chance I will do it less.
Today - just once around 10am.
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Some kind of rambling explanation
My life is objectively pretty shit at the moment. I am failing at everything. A typical day will consist of visiting the gym for a couple of hours and spending the rest of the day in bed checking facebook every few seconds and looking at porn and masturbating.
I don’t even find porn arousing any more and I think my masturbation is mostly just an addictive habit than something I get any real...
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