Had sex. She came 5 times which is apparently pretty good. The problem with sex being so intimate is that I really have no idea what makes me good compared to other guys.

Masturbated once the day before yesterday and once today. Mostly because I am sick.

It ended up being three times yesterday and sex. I have tonsillitis or something and didn’t really want to have sex but was pressured into it. My throat is really sore today. Just chilling in an airport right now. Good to be in a different country for a bit though.

Twice today. Going on holidays tomorrow so hopefully that is a good distraction.

Ended up going out and having sex last night and this morning with fuck buddy. Still found time to watch Fringe though.

This is my dp. Something I whipped up myself. It’s a bit lame. I did a whole series of them one time.

Managed to masturbate again. So much for limiting myself to once per day. Now contemplating having a shower and going to a party or putting on the latest episode of Fringe. Should do the former but I’m leaning hard towards the latter.

Masturbated again today. Turned down sex. That’s fair enough right?

I’ve always been into sports but I think that the problems in my life started before I started really hitting the gym hard. The only time I feel normal is after I’ve had a good workout. I guess it’s the closest I can get to anti-depressants without seeing a doctor.