Masturbated yesterday and had sex. Don’t feel great about either.
Haven’t really masturbated or had sex in two days. This is impressive by my standards. I blame this blog.
Masturbation count
If I post every time I masturbate there’s a chance I will do it less.
Today - just once around 10am.
Some kind of rambling explanation
My life is objectively pretty shit at the moment. I am failing at everything. A typical day will consist of visiting the gym for a couple of hours and spending the rest of the day in bed checking facebook every few seconds and looking at porn and masturbating.
I don’t even find porn arousing any more and I think my masturbation is mostly just an addictive habit than something I get any real enjoyment from.
I have zero attention span and no desire to do anything with my life.
But I hope that by recognising some of my flaws and expressing how I feel (even if no one is reading) I might be able to start to rebuild my life.
